December 2011
Hi
Today I met Nick’s family. It wasn’t as bad as I thought. They all seemed super nice, hopefully they liked me. but we went to see a movie, he opened the car door for me, an paid for my ticket like a real date should (: then about towards the end of the movie he grabbed my hand, it was so cute. Still haven’t kissed yet, but I’m pretty sure on new years eve it’ll happen...
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Sleep? What's sleep?
I've lost all hope in love
I’m only 17, and i’ve been hurt enough for a lifetime.
I’m some playing these fucking games. I don’t believe in love, it doesn’t exist.
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I wish I could take these last 2 years back.
You have. Do I even matter to you anymore? I’ve made no contact with you In months, and you don’t even care. It hurts me so badly to know you don’t want me anymore.
I love how you broke my heart, and now you act...
I’ve done all I can to get you out of my life, but you’re still there, my friends still talk to you, and it fucking kills me that they do. I got hurt so badly by you, and you just sit there and act like we never existed. I’d take you back in a heartbeat if I had the chance to, I loved you with all I had in me, and you just took advantage of me. I’m young, I’m easy,...
I'm putting myself out there,
I’m prepared to get hurt. I decided, I’m going to give my heart to him. He’s given me his, and he says I’m the best thing to happen to him in a long time. He’s everything I really ever wanted, he’s everything all my ex boyfriends werent. He actually cares, and he shows it. It’s just a pain, I’m so hurt from the past that I don’t want to let...
Feelings.
I’m sick of feeling that I can’t tell anyone how I feel, because I’ll get yelled at for it. I’m sick of feeling like shit half the time, because i’m holding everything in. I’m hurting so bad right now, and no one even knows.
